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<blockquote data-quote="Steely" data-source="post: 451135" data-attributes="member: 3301"><p>Yes, Busy, I was just remembering today, that in the last 9 months I have had 4 of the top five most stressful events that can happen to a person happen to me. Besides that, about 5 more in the last 3 years. It is a lot - and my therapist from Dallas was always so sweet and kind to remind me of that and tell me to be gentle to myself.</p><p></p><p>Witz and Janet - one of the best things about where I am moving is that they just built a brand new "Living Well Center" right on the Columbia River. Their goal is to have an all inclusive place where one can go to get all their physical and mental needs met. It is in stage 2, so there will be more to come. So, as of yet, they do not have a therapist that I know of, but they do have a sleep clinic, some doctors, and on the bottom floor an enormous gym that looks over the Columbia River. It is 60.00 a month, which is a lot - but hopefully I can muster that up - because included in that gym fee are yoga classes, meditation classes, a pool, etc . </p><p></p><p>One of the MAIN reasons Matt and I are both moving is to get better mental health care. Matt will be in Portland where there is more to chose from than any place I have been. I want to find us both a therapist that will do EMDR, which I can find in Portland, and then where I live I am sure I can find a good therapist of some sort.</p><p></p><p>So yes, to answer your questions - I have got a plan <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite1" alt=":)" title="Smile :)" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":)" /> Or maybe the plan found me, don't know which. I am just hesitant to be too hopeful because that was how I was moving to AZ - and I got so hurt from my hopes being blown up and disintegrated. So, now, I am just trying to be at peace that I know things and resources will now be available - and take one day at a time.</p><p></p><p>Kind of in an interesting twist in things - my friend that also got fired from our company from Hades called me last week and asked if she could go to Oregon too. I was kinda caught off guard, but I told her that she could stay in the other guest house until she gets on her feet. So my mom will be popping in all the time, and my friend H and her son will be there - which is all very new for me. I tend to be a hermit and do not like roommates or people around me a lot - oh well!!! Again, I trust there is a plan that the universe is forming - and I just feel like I am riding it at the moment. I feel so numb most of the time, that I just don't have huge opinions right now.</p><p></p><p></p><p>Thanks again for caring - I was able to pack the whole study with my million books yesterday - which was a huge chunk to hack off.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Steely, post: 451135, member: 3301"] Yes, Busy, I was just remembering today, that in the last 9 months I have had 4 of the top five most stressful events that can happen to a person happen to me. Besides that, about 5 more in the last 3 years. It is a lot - and my therapist from Dallas was always so sweet and kind to remind me of that and tell me to be gentle to myself. Witz and Janet - one of the best things about where I am moving is that they just built a brand new "Living Well Center" right on the Columbia River. Their goal is to have an all inclusive place where one can go to get all their physical and mental needs met. It is in stage 2, so there will be more to come. So, as of yet, they do not have a therapist that I know of, but they do have a sleep clinic, some doctors, and on the bottom floor an enormous gym that looks over the Columbia River. It is 60.00 a month, which is a lot - but hopefully I can muster that up - because included in that gym fee are yoga classes, meditation classes, a pool, etc . One of the MAIN reasons Matt and I are both moving is to get better mental health care. Matt will be in Portland where there is more to chose from than any place I have been. I want to find us both a therapist that will do EMDR, which I can find in Portland, and then where I live I am sure I can find a good therapist of some sort. So yes, to answer your questions - I have got a plan :) Or maybe the plan found me, don't know which. I am just hesitant to be too hopeful because that was how I was moving to AZ - and I got so hurt from my hopes being blown up and disintegrated. So, now, I am just trying to be at peace that I know things and resources will now be available - and take one day at a time. Kind of in an interesting twist in things - my friend that also got fired from our company from Hades called me last week and asked if she could go to Oregon too. I was kinda caught off guard, but I told her that she could stay in the other guest house until she gets on her feet. So my mom will be popping in all the time, and my friend H and her son will be there - which is all very new for me. I tend to be a hermit and do not like roommates or people around me a lot - oh well!!! Again, I trust there is a plan that the universe is forming - and I just feel like I am riding it at the moment. I feel so numb most of the time, that I just don't have huge opinions right now. Thanks again for caring - I was able to pack the whole study with my million books yesterday - which was a huge chunk to hack off. [/QUOTE]
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