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What will you do for YOURSELF in 2017 if anything
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<blockquote data-quote="ksm" data-source="post: 705337" data-attributes="member: 12511"><p>I just want to be me again...the old me...the me who laughed and did silly things. Who had projects to work on, books to read, friends to visit. Not the me I am now...the me who is paralyzed by fear and worry, whose joy has disappeared, who second guesses everything I hear. Who lays awake at night, thinking if worst case scenarios and how I might survive it.</p><p></p><p>I did not know when we adopted our granddaughters,now much they would hurt and deceive me. Or how I would grow to resent them, and the lies they tell me, esp the lies they tell others about me. </p><p></p><p>When things seem to be going good, I don't know if it is...or just I am seeing how I want things to be, or that they are manipulating me to get what they want. Then the next time, it's back to being the me they take advantage of, or blame for what consequences life hands out.</p><p></p><p>Just want to be me again, without the hard things that changed who I am, and how I think and respond differently now.</p><p></p><p>KSM</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="ksm, post: 705337, member: 12511"] I just want to be me again...the old me...the me who laughed and did silly things. Who had projects to work on, books to read, friends to visit. Not the me I am now...the me who is paralyzed by fear and worry, whose joy has disappeared, who second guesses everything I hear. Who lays awake at night, thinking if worst case scenarios and how I might survive it. I did not know when we adopted our granddaughters,now much they would hurt and deceive me. Or how I would grow to resent them, and the lies they tell me, esp the lies they tell others about me. When things seem to be going good, I don't know if it is...or just I am seeing how I want things to be, or that they are manipulating me to get what they want. Then the next time, it's back to being the me they take advantage of, or blame for what consequences life hands out. Just want to be me again, without the hard things that changed who I am, and how I think and respond differently now. KSM [/QUOTE]
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