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<blockquote data-quote="Abbey" data-source="post: 371613" data-attributes="member: 179"><p>Coming clean. It's a hard thing to do because I respect you guys so much and don't want you to think worse of me.</p><p></p><p>Life has not been good for me in many years. I'm a master of the happy face. I've tried to get things on track with no success. First J, then my marriage. I didn't handle it well. I self medicated with alcohol. I wasn't a binge drinker...just enough to numb the pain.</p><p></p><p>Been to more therapists than you could imagine...depression medications, etc. Nothing seemed to make me happy. I knew the only thing I could do was leave the toxic environment I was in. It took me years and several attempts, but I finally did it.</p><p></p><p>In the meantime I had a horrible 24 hour period where I was a <strong>total</strong> difficult child. Landed me in jail two times within that time period. I've never experienced this in all my life.</p><p></p><p>I faced the DA and cried my heart out at my sentencing. They would not give except for me to have 60 days to turn myself in. I left my H the next day without out my laptop.<img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite4" alt=":mad:" title="Mad :mad:" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":mad:" /> Got it today so I can briefly steal someone's internet and get online.</p><p></p><p>So what faces me now is going back to WI with 6-9 months of jail. I'm scared as a donkey's ****. I'm leaving Vegas on Aug. 17, spending a few weeks with my daughter then a few days with my good friend in the same city I will be incarcerated. The deal with my daughter is that I'll do this, but you better have a ticket out of this state ASAP when my time is done. It's a very humbling experience.</p><p></p><p>No minutes on my cell for those of you who call, I just appreciate any prayers you can give. Hopefully I can get internet access in the next few weeks.</p><p></p><p>You guys are the best. I brought my spork collection to Vegas and they loved it. <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite8" alt=":D" title="Big Grin :D" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":D" /></p><p></p><p>Hopefully will keep in touch.</p><p></p><p>Abbey</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Abbey, post: 371613, member: 179"] Coming clean. It's a hard thing to do because I respect you guys so much and don't want you to think worse of me. Life has not been good for me in many years. I'm a master of the happy face. I've tried to get things on track with no success. First J, then my marriage. I didn't handle it well. I self medicated with alcohol. I wasn't a binge drinker...just enough to numb the pain. Been to more therapists than you could imagine...depression medications, etc. Nothing seemed to make me happy. I knew the only thing I could do was leave the toxic environment I was in. It took me years and several attempts, but I finally did it. In the meantime I had a horrible 24 hour period where I was a [B]total[/B] difficult child. Landed me in jail two times within that time period. I've never experienced this in all my life. I faced the DA and cried my heart out at my sentencing. They would not give except for me to have 60 days to turn myself in. I left my H the next day without out my laptop.:angry: Got it today so I can briefly steal someone's internet and get online. So what faces me now is going back to WI with 6-9 months of jail. I'm scared as a donkey's ****. I'm leaving Vegas on Aug. 17, spending a few weeks with my daughter then a few days with my good friend in the same city I will be incarcerated. The deal with my daughter is that I'll do this, but you better have a ticket out of this state ASAP when my time is done. It's a very humbling experience. No minutes on my cell for those of you who call, I just appreciate any prayers you can give. Hopefully I can get internet access in the next few weeks. You guys are the best. I brought my spork collection to Vegas and they loved it. :happy: Hopefully will keep in touch. Abbey [/QUOTE]
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