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Where is the love? Can't even find that right now!!!!
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<blockquote data-quote="Jody" data-source="post: 356842" data-attributes="member: 8787"><p>Thank you all. I don't know what I feel really. I think defeat and resignation that we aren't going to have much of a relationship. I would like to find some love for her. I just don't understand this type of behavior. I can't understand being so mean to someone who has been so good to you, i really can understand being this mean to your worst enemy. I look at her picture on my desk and can't bring up any joy or fond memories or anything. Sometimes I put things in front of her picture or lay it down so I can't see it for the whole day. I don't even want her to look at me or even talk to me nicely. It's just bullcrap, lies and more lies. Even thinking about it I am realizing what I am feeling right now, anger, resentment, dislike. Not a good thing to feel about your kid. I am going to have to go to therapy again, that's for sure. i am caring less and less about how her life is. I am mad about mine and I am totally sick of anything that has to do with her. It takes me at least two days without her to be happy again and to get into a feeling of happiness, as soon as she walks in the house, OMG it all comes rushing back.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Jody, post: 356842, member: 8787"] Thank you all. I don't know what I feel really. I think defeat and resignation that we aren't going to have much of a relationship. I would like to find some love for her. I just don't understand this type of behavior. I can't understand being so mean to someone who has been so good to you, i really can understand being this mean to your worst enemy. I look at her picture on my desk and can't bring up any joy or fond memories or anything. Sometimes I put things in front of her picture or lay it down so I can't see it for the whole day. I don't even want her to look at me or even talk to me nicely. It's just bullcrap, lies and more lies. Even thinking about it I am realizing what I am feeling right now, anger, resentment, dislike. Not a good thing to feel about your kid. I am going to have to go to therapy again, that's for sure. i am caring less and less about how her life is. I am mad about mine and I am totally sick of anything that has to do with her. It takes me at least two days without her to be happy again and to get into a feeling of happiness, as soon as she walks in the house, OMG it all comes rushing back. [/QUOTE]
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