Good Morning all. Yesterday was a horrific day. Ativan was the only way I got through it. Slept a lot later in the day. difficult child didn't want to go to school. There was an incident with a stupid teacher Friday. I emailed the principal and the problem was addressed Monday. Even so difficult child refused to go to school. And then -I- trying to be a good parent and forgetting WHO my child is - tell him he can't have tablet or XBOX if he didn't go and the **** hit the fan. Went on for hours. My lamp got broke, shoes were thrown at me. After that calmed down, the two of us had to drop my older son off somewhere and on the way back he wanted to listen to HIS music (if that's what you want to call it...lol). I said NO because I am just so tired of giving this kid everything he wants to avoid an explosion. So...another meltdown. Grabbing the gearshift, steering wheel, etc. Whe we got back home he locked me out of the house. It never ends. But I'll tell you what...I told husband forget about this idea to get him off his medications. I honestly don't think it's the small decrease on the medications but I'm not taking any chances. psychiatrist appointment. Monday. Also want to get him a complete evaluation - I read somewhere that a neuropsychologist exam is better than a Psycheducational one. Anyone know about that? Anyway...he's in school today. And my house looks like a tornado hit it and I feel as if it hit me also. It is all so draining.