Do you ever just, in the middle of dealing with difficult child koi, just hang your head and cry at the unfairness of it all??? *** Does it ever seem that every blessed thing you do backfires? Or is just another obstacle? Or just another thing for them to fail at???? *** Yes, I'm having a pity party. I'll get over it. *** Yes, I know "fair" isn't real or relevent. *** But G*d________, I hurt for him. He just wants to be like other kids, and he's not. And today I'm angry at the powers that be for it.