You know, I just needed to whine/vent a bit. I miss difficult child. I don't miss some if his behaviors, but I miss him. I talked to him last night, and it was hard. He was tired and sad......said he misses us. Asked if easy child/difficult child missed him, and she had said the other day that she did actually miss him so I told him yes she did. He did not complain much about the facility, said someone stole some of his magic cards but he got them back. Says he doesn't understand why I moved him here, the kids are all younger (i told him I moved him so he could be with kids closer to his age). what am I supposed to tell him, well honey since you act like you are 11 you get to be with 11 yr olds. And then I feel guilty. Out is nice to have him gone, out is so quiet and peaceful. So nice to not have the arguing and yelling and constant. We will go up for family therapy tuesday. Since easy child/difficult child is out of school she will come with me. She invited a friend! Now I really like this friend, but I did not ok this and quite frankly? It seems weird to have her come. I know ask wants to so they can go to the mall and a bookstore (this city had way better shopping than ours.. It is way bigger). But I just don't want to take her. Today? I just have not felt right all day, just off and spacey and sad.