My week has stunk more than is even possible. Something is wrong with me and I am having muscle twitches, loss of coordination, chest pains, tingling on my left side, etc. My doctor and I both agree it could be stress, but none the less, these symptoms are worrisome enough I am having lots of tests done - which causes me even more worry. Today she gave me some Xanax, and I felt better - but when it wore off - and when I was hungry - and it was end of the day - the symptoms came back. So, it could be heart, blood sugar, or stress. We will see. Sat the employee that has been causing me so much grief in my 8 months at this company officially accused me of harassment. She completely fabricated this story that I physically blocked her from leaving a doorway. If you knew me, and my demeanor, you would fall over laughing. Seriously. Yet the whole thing is being treated as a very serious allegation........and I was reprimanded. I am freaked out beyond freaked that she will fabricate another story and that I will be fired. And even more bothered that in actuality this employee has been harassing me, and nothing has ever been done about it. But I get reprimanded for a false story? I hope at least you guys believe me about this. Because everyone at work is so two faced I want to vomit in their face. I really, really think that life is telling me to move..........but that all seems so complicated. Anyway. That is my update. I don't know why my life just gets more and more complicated and tumultuous every day that I live. Where exactly is the peace? And if my body is reacting so severely to my present situation, I better do something different, fast!