Thanks.
Yesterday, a friend had asked husband to help him get his pony wagon set up and adjusted right, and then they were going to ride. husband was taking our buggy, friend in his, and I planned to ride my horse since I hadn't been able to ride much this week (I have every intention of getting back in the buggy). We were riding along, I was in front, and we headed down a small hill, and my heart just started pounding and I couldn't breathe and I wanted off that horse something fierce. When we got to the bottom of the hill and stopped (we went to the grocery store), I got off and it was all I could do to not cry. A lady with 2 small children came up and asked to pet the horses and she's the reason I didn't just lose it... By the time I got the stuff to make ice team and got back out, I still could have just cried, but I wasn't the overwhelming panic feeling like before, and I didnt WANT back on, but it was easy to overcome and GET back on by then.
I am used to fleeting moments of panic, but they go about as fast as they come and are generally while I'm driving. There is one hill on the highway that I have come tonjust expect it...other times it just seems random, but is all from the accident, I'm sure.
So was just wondering if thats what this was... Was very strange. Fear is not something I am used to having so much of.