hi
horrible night last night, yet you all know that. she refused closed mri today it was too hard for her.
she refused to eat breakfast with me. i had to lie to her to get her back to day treatment unit.
i called the doctor's who told me they think her food phobia's over and this is behavioral and her other junk kicking up. so if i made a threat i have to stand by it.
so we sat her in a room and told her. she called me names ofcourse, raged and than they said if you eat today and tonight with mom you'll go home.
if you want to go home you'll eat. so it's now in her hands.
what else can i say? i'm miserable, crying alot now. just losing it altogether. the official calm jen has left the building. called my therapist to go see her. i'm so lonely for home. entering our 4th week now.
docs agree she wont' benefit from further day treatment. i just dont know anymore. told ex h if i gotta stay i'm giong home for a few days i can't take this anymore. he's going Occupational Therapist (OT) have to come out i dont' care anymore the effect it has on her
horrible night last night, yet you all know that. she refused closed mri today it was too hard for her.
she refused to eat breakfast with me. i had to lie to her to get her back to day treatment unit.
i called the doctor's who told me they think her food phobia's over and this is behavioral and her other junk kicking up. so if i made a threat i have to stand by it.
so we sat her in a room and told her. she called me names ofcourse, raged and than they said if you eat today and tonight with mom you'll go home.
if you want to go home you'll eat. so it's now in her hands.
what else can i say? i'm miserable, crying alot now. just losing it altogether. the official calm jen has left the building. called my therapist to go see her. i'm so lonely for home. entering our 4th week now.
docs agree she wont' benefit from further day treatment. i just dont know anymore. told ex h if i gotta stay i'm giong home for a few days i can't take this anymore. he's going Occupational Therapist (OT) have to come out i dont' care anymore the effect it has on her