difficult children case manager just called to tell me that difficult child had been in a fight. The nurse called this morning to tell me he hadn't been able to sleep still so they wanted to up his Trazadone and that because of his lack of sleep combined with all of the new patients coming in creating cramped quarters he was pretty unhappy. Then a few hours later is when the case manager called. They are not kicking him out or anything like that but he loses his phone call for this week and the 3 hour pass for the weekend he applied for earlier this morning. I am just really disappointed at how much he is sabotaging himself and I am seriously considering not going to see him this weekend. I just feel like as a parent my love is unconditional, but my acceptance of his wreaking havoc on his life and mine has boundaries and he has far surpassed that boundary. I want scream, cry, throw things, etc... but I wont. Instead I will write him tonight explaining why he wont be seeing us visit him for a while. Sad face.
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