OK, I have had some major mental shifts........and I am gonna do it. I am moving. Selling the house, packing the boxes, throwing my 3 pups in the UHaul and moving. I feel so empowered and ignited. For the first time in my life, I am making a choice all about me. ME. I have leased an amazing condo which probably will eat every ounce of what I make in my new job ~ but the condo I see as my life. My house ~ my recreation ~ that is where I will find me, my life, my destiny. Wish me luck in all of this. This is the biggest decision I have ever made solely based on me, and my needs. I feel young again. But scared. I wake every morning sick and scared. I still have not told difficult child. Hugs, and thanks for the support.