difficult child's the same. no change at all. yet i came to learn that her lithium was increased yet again with-o my knowledge. i called patient advocate who on my behalf contacted the program administrator and head of it. i was told that it is illegal for him to be changing medications with-o my knowledge at this point. the issue will be addressed tmrw. at a mtg. with-difficult child's therapist and the head of the program. i was in contact with-the oregon program i spoke of which is where difficult child was going to go in the beginning. i told them what was going on and they were shocked. they said they'd take her. so if i cant' get any satisfaction from hospital tmrw concerning difficult child, medications, her current state etc. husband is going to borrow from his life insurance so i can get her to oregon next. we are going to be entering 2 mos. of no eating now.