I just wanted to update for all of you that have followed our saga with Little Bear. I have definitly came to realize I have to cherish these good moments! 1. Little Bear seems to be "stabalized" for lack of a better word, from his medication change. 2. Biodad agreed to NO overnights which thrilled Little Bear! He did his first weekly visit last night for a few hours and was excited when I picked him up before bed. 3. I spoke w. his principal after she read the evaluation. and she is confident they are ready to handle Little Bear. She said the sp ed teacher is CIB Certified?? (don't know the lingo) and that the school psychiatrist was getting his evaluation first thing Monday to go over. They also have a crisis team in place for any rages so I felt so much relief. I think a lightbulb went off finally for me regarding Little Bear's disorder. It's crazy that I know I am a smart woman, yet it took so much for me to realize that we will probably always have these challenges and tough times. Maybe it's finally just accepting everything that's included and realizing I can't "fix" this or cure him. Thank you again for all the support!