in long term placement. How difficult is it becoming to visit your child on a weekly basis? wm hasn't lived here for about 3 years now. Every weekend visit falls on husband right now & the man is out of ideas. Frankly, he's pretty angry that he's the only one to visit wm. Well, let's see - wm attacks kt at times (or kt is terrified; or kt is playing this up because she "likes being the only child".) As for me - not going until wm has his boundaries down or I'm down on my . My walker would be out from under me faster than you can blink. Hence the very supervised visits at school with wm. Here's the hysterical, prednisone laden mom talking - "let's bring the boy home". This isn't even about visits anymore. This is about being a family of different addresses. I looked at your pictures yesterday - the difficult children along with the PCs. I know the stories; I know the hardships. And I want my family back together again. I could do it this time around - I'm a full time mom. And now, the time I could do it, I have the time, my body is letting me down. Can I be anymore a loser? I want happy family pictures. I want happy family memories. Isn't happening. Thanks for listening. Gotta go get some sleep or paint or something. Too tired for words.