They're gone. easy child and his DF. Gave them the boot this evening. It had been going good, then went back to the SSDD, and then - well, we'll just say they crossed a line that should never, ever be crossed. I swear I could hear a little *ping* in my head as I completely lost it. It was loud and it was ugly. And they are gone. And at this point, it will take a lot to repair the relationship. I cried until I felt like I was going to throw up, then difficult child and I headed to E's house and hung out for a bit. Then I failed to make it to the pharmacy in time to pick up my klonopin. I'm out. I'm shaking and I feel sick. Things are going to get ugly with other people in my family, too, before this is done so I have that to look forward to as well. Well, it already has. It's just going to get worse over the next couple of days at least. Haven't figured out, yet, exactly what I'm going to do about that.