Ugh.....well he is good at pulling at my heart strings and playing me and he just did it again. He called the other night admitted he relapsed again when a friend visit, sounded like he was getting on track. Called me today sounded pretty good but my antenna was up and he did not do what he said he was gong to do. I am pretty sure he is drinking again. It is time for me to get tougher again and cut him off. I suspect he will get himself kicked out of the current sober living and I think I have to prepare myself for letting him be homeless again. Dang I hate this. But I know there is nothing I can do about it. He has to make his choices and figure it out. I am sick and this does not help me feel better.... In a week we leave for a weeks vacation with our daughter and I am going to find a way to really enjoy it in spite of whatever my son is doing.