Well husband had to come with me to K's therapist apt. I had to ride in the back with K, she was attacking me and unbuckling her seatbelt, she was of course once again in her jammies. This has been her since Thursday~ Violent, we have had to restrain her, she has tried to gouge out my eyes when I was carrying her upstairs, she will not stop when she starts on something, she is is staying up hours later than normal, waking up very early, waking up in the middle of the night, fun!!! Wandering around our room... Looking for stuff. Knocking stuff over, punching me in the face. Arguing... fighting with N. Very grandiose... Said to me the other night after I had to restrain her, I am sorry Mom, the feelings in my head are telling me to do these things... The look has changed in her eyes when she starts attacking us. Very cold, and then she smiles or laughs. It is very scary.therapist thinks she is in a mixed state right now. She thinks she needs to be Hospitalized... but where!!! Ha Ha. Poor N has started covering her ears at the raise of any voice or any stern sound. She is suffering so much. I am having breakthrough mania, big time. husband is not happy... psychiatrist thinks she needs to be Hospitalized also, but his place is just not the answer... husband will not put her there. 2 weeks for what? He mixes up her medications a bunch of times doesn't see the full affect sends her home... with no long term plan?!?!?! Then what? If we were at a place that had a long term goal or a team, maybe? A place that specialized in Mood Disorders, Yes! Our psychiatrist is at a Behavior Mod Clinic... he is good with ADHD. I don't know what to do??? I feel so lost, so helpless. I feel like crying. We have calls into Arizona. therapist is worried about all of us. She wants me to have my medications adjusted. She agrees with us about the Hospitalization, and is trying to think of what to do, she is going to call psychiatrist. She said what about mother in law coming out to help? I would do that, but she is taking care of her Father, and it is hard on her to see K like this and she falls apart seeing it and then we have to help her deal with it and explain that we are not being mean when we put restrictions on her etc.... I hate this!!!!K couldn't go to school today.. She was just sitting on the floor giggling... I finally put her upstairs and put a movie on. I just want to protect her... What do I do???