I know there are days when we don't like our difficult children too much. A few nights ago difficult child got violent with me (I haven't been able to post about it) and right now I'm just finding it hard to be around him. As you know he has been violent before but this time I'm not able to let go so easily. How do you get past this feeling? Usually I am able to let go and don't have so much trouble. He is just so foulmouthed and disrespectful these past couple of days although he has had good moments and is doing o.k. at school. His moods are all over the place-happy, angry, sad. I just can't keep up. I'm tired of walking on eggshells. No matter what I do he is angry with me 95% of the time. He is this way to an extent with husband and easy child but mostly me right now. I have called his psychiatrist and we raised some of his medications. They said they really want to keep him out of the hospital and hope the increase will help. They also said though they are concerned for my safety and if he has any more outbursts I am to call them. I just want a break from the constantness of him. I feel bad saying this about him. I do love him but right now it is hard to be around him. I suppose some of this is cabin fever. The weather here has been keeping us in doors a lot. Spring can't come soon enough! Oh yeah-tomorrow we are supposed to get up to 12 more inches of snow-another day of going nowhere! Sorry this is so long. Thanks for listening!