I am soooo lost, so much do not want to make a mistake and yet so much miss my Son.
I have it all planned out if he is discharged by me. From coming home a success to even what I (we) will do if he should happen to go back to his old ways.
He has been doing great for over 2 months it is like a light bulb went off in his head after he ran away... he really paid for that...
I hear his desire in his voice of just a hope from me to have some type of plan to come home... I see it both ways.. what if it is fake.. but then I say no way he can or has he ever been able to hold it like this doing this good for so long.
Then the other hand... what am I saying to him if he truly has done his time and truly has the desire and ability to continue at home, and I make him stay -
He is talking about asking about transistion - I am scared no matter what I do... But I really do want him home...
this back and forth thing is tearing me up... and gets worse daily
I have it all planned out if he is discharged by me. From coming home a success to even what I (we) will do if he should happen to go back to his old ways.
He has been doing great for over 2 months it is like a light bulb went off in his head after he ran away... he really paid for that...
I hear his desire in his voice of just a hope from me to have some type of plan to come home... I see it both ways.. what if it is fake.. but then I say no way he can or has he ever been able to hold it like this doing this good for so long.
Then the other hand... what am I saying to him if he truly has done his time and truly has the desire and ability to continue at home, and I make him stay -
He is talking about asking about transistion - I am scared no matter what I do... But I really do want him home...
this back and forth thing is tearing me up... and gets worse daily