Makes me feel so sad for all parties. I know that the boy who did the killings was on medications and came to USA 15 years ago I believe, but they do not say (or I haven't seen) any talk of parents. I read he was talking of suicide, drawings and writing were morbid, and I start to wonder, my difficult child does that kind of thing. He's been suicidal, he draws morbid things depending on his moods as well. Some days it's "war" other days it's been the family...I can't help but wonder if something like that could be me one day, with a son who just lost it? Scary, and although he gets tons of help, it's just a thought that does cross my mind. Am I alone in this? I feel bad to even think it.