Well, everything with me has been going forward, in circles, backwards, sideways, you name it. Wasnt going to post yet because I wanted to have a full report but, half is ok, you all been so great to me, just wanted to let you all know where we are at. Again, because of you all, your advice, we have been learning and not giving up.
My dad is worse health wise, gpa is in a NH ( for now, not getting into that),my diet, what diet? Im sick of my weight and notice like California and others its not easy the stress is so bad for diets, health, just one food replacing at a time for me, or, cold turkey!!iI realize the food for me is hard to control because of stress, but at the same time, realize I chose this because its one thing I fully have control over with no one saying anything. But I look and feel horrible and realize the weight has to go, I will deal with the stress by walking and working out,at least I will try!!! I am planning on going back to school to get my Masters when I start working. I have a Business Id like to start, I think, but still need a job first to do it!!!Oh and a Masters!
Son is on a new sleep medication( temporarily- in case he has side effects as it is suppose to help for anxiety and depression as well), he still has been with attitude, and his usual mouth, but his anger issues have improved! Hes not perfect and still gets physical but still a BIG improvement.. still watching for what he has, Bi Polar, Mood Disorder, so many other possibilities. So as I noticed its hard to put a name on a disorder and apply it to him, we all have to be sure. Or at least close. Therapy therapy and more therapy is key one, activities key two, medications key 3, us learning how to deal with any disorder the kids have is also key 1! So we are getting there?
Daughter has been OFFICIALLY diagnosed with Anxiety. School online is still going slow, but going. She has some great plans, so Im trying to get her to go for them at the way she can handle them!
Decisions are so hard to make because I can make so many for my kids and then as you all know been living under all families and exs rules/roof all these years, now Im getting to make more decisions, I know I cant please them all just my kids n me. Well, least me! But it takes time to get thoughts straight, re-learn who I was, am and want to be, who I need to be and should be. It really is baby steps in some ways, and giant leaps in others. I am scared I will fail once or if ( hopefully) someone hires me, its been so many years since I worked, Im not young anymore....
My dad is worse health wise, gpa is in a NH ( for now, not getting into that),my diet, what diet? Im sick of my weight and notice like California and others its not easy the stress is so bad for diets, health, just one food replacing at a time for me, or, cold turkey!!iI realize the food for me is hard to control because of stress, but at the same time, realize I chose this because its one thing I fully have control over with no one saying anything. But I look and feel horrible and realize the weight has to go, I will deal with the stress by walking and working out,at least I will try!!! I am planning on going back to school to get my Masters when I start working. I have a Business Id like to start, I think, but still need a job first to do it!!!Oh and a Masters!
Son is on a new sleep medication( temporarily- in case he has side effects as it is suppose to help for anxiety and depression as well), he still has been with attitude, and his usual mouth, but his anger issues have improved! Hes not perfect and still gets physical but still a BIG improvement.. still watching for what he has, Bi Polar, Mood Disorder, so many other possibilities. So as I noticed its hard to put a name on a disorder and apply it to him, we all have to be sure. Or at least close. Therapy therapy and more therapy is key one, activities key two, medications key 3, us learning how to deal with any disorder the kids have is also key 1! So we are getting there?
Daughter has been OFFICIALLY diagnosed with Anxiety. School online is still going slow, but going. She has some great plans, so Im trying to get her to go for them at the way she can handle them!
Decisions are so hard to make because I can make so many for my kids and then as you all know been living under all families and exs rules/roof all these years, now Im getting to make more decisions, I know I cant please them all just my kids n me. Well, least me! But it takes time to get thoughts straight, re-learn who I was, am and want to be, who I need to be and should be. It really is baby steps in some ways, and giant leaps in others. I am scared I will fail once or if ( hopefully) someone hires me, its been so many years since I worked, Im not young anymore....