trinityroyal
Well-Known Member
Golly!
I'm having one of those run-and-hide Asperger's days. You know...lights are too bright, telly is too loud, too many flat surfaces with things on them...
And now, sitting in the family room, Princess Paulina is yowling her fool head off (teething), husband is trying to get baby tylenol down her throat, all the time singing Christmas carols at the top of his lungs, partly in an attempt to calm the babies, and partly to drown out Paulina's shrieks.
husband has a beautiful singing voice, but I just need him to STOP. My brain is buzzing with the sensory input and I am THIS close to hiding under the bed. Irrational aspie behaviour from me (but not from the children) scares husband silly so I'm suppressing like mad, but I'm on my last nerve and all reserves are empty.
I'm hiding in the kitchen frosting a cake, which I will proceed to eat without sharing. I KNOW that will be too much sensory input as well, due to the texture and flavours, but darnit, if I'm going to have a sensory meltdown later, at least I'm gonna get some enjoyment before it happens.
Yeesh!
All I want for Christmas is silence.
Trinity
I'm having one of those run-and-hide Asperger's days. You know...lights are too bright, telly is too loud, too many flat surfaces with things on them...
And now, sitting in the family room, Princess Paulina is yowling her fool head off (teething), husband is trying to get baby tylenol down her throat, all the time singing Christmas carols at the top of his lungs, partly in an attempt to calm the babies, and partly to drown out Paulina's shrieks.
husband has a beautiful singing voice, but I just need him to STOP. My brain is buzzing with the sensory input and I am THIS close to hiding under the bed. Irrational aspie behaviour from me (but not from the children) scares husband silly so I'm suppressing like mad, but I'm on my last nerve and all reserves are empty.
I'm hiding in the kitchen frosting a cake, which I will proceed to eat without sharing. I KNOW that will be too much sensory input as well, due to the texture and flavours, but darnit, if I'm going to have a sensory meltdown later, at least I'm gonna get some enjoyment before it happens.
Yeesh!
All I want for Christmas is silence.
Trinity