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DavidH
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Hello all...
I lost my login info on this site for DavidWH no clue what the sign on name was! ugg
I have been away for a bit only because I needed to concentrate on me and put into action things I need to do for myself before my Justin comes home.
Well first thing is after my silly (stupid) stunt of walking out on the new job, I got a call a number of days afterwards from the owner begging me to forgive him for the stunts he pulled and told me all about his issues and it was his personal problem and he asked me to come back to work for him and assured me that things would be different as long as I did the same type of job for him I had done the first month. So I told him I was sorry for walking out like I did and that it was a stupid thing but with all going on in my life I was not thinking clear myself so we are pretty much in the same boat... So we let by-gones be by-gones and I am back to the job. And all is going fine
Justin is STILL doing great - he is working on his first overnight pass that will happen on Jan. 30th he will have 24 hours at home.
He did mess up about a week ago, funny to say but I was glad he did mess up, they were having a group huddle and he was bringing up some issue he wanted support with (no clue what) and he did not give much info so the counselor kept asking him to give more details and I guess it was like pulling teeth Justin did not want to say any more, so Justin got frustrated and showed it - then he got removed from the group and set outside with another counselor and begin calling him names and throwing things - ---- - But the best part is it only lasted a few moments and he pulled him self togather and told everyone he was sorry, he was punished by being put to work the next day and did great and was allowed back into the group that AM. The great thing is he pulled himself togather and realized he did this himself and he was in control of it and took the responsible road and did the right thing.
He told me about it, and said yea Daddy I did a stupid thing... I simply said Justin... it was not stupid, yea you messed up, but you fixed it and now it is over, right... he said yes and I said good job!
So it is good in a way that he messed up... it shows me that even though he has been doing great even if it was all fake just to be removed from Residential Treatment Center (RTC) he was not able to keep up the front, or it is clear to me he is really learning... I simply told myself.. this is why he is still there, let the Residential Treatment Center (RTC) deal with it and go on.
Went back to the phyciatrist told him I could not see or feel any difference in myself since begging the medications.. He was not happy I admited still drinking I told him I am fighting it and not drinking near what I was - so he simply said no change in medications come back in two weeks see if anything is different - and get the drinking under control.
My Monster that darn drinking.. I hate it but am glad I see it as a crutch and have lowered it a great deal.. but man it is no easy - but I will beat it.
Hope all have been doing great past few weeks, I have a ton of reading to catch up on.
Have a wonderful day
I lost my login info on this site for DavidWH no clue what the sign on name was! ugg
I have been away for a bit only because I needed to concentrate on me and put into action things I need to do for myself before my Justin comes home.
Well first thing is after my silly (stupid) stunt of walking out on the new job, I got a call a number of days afterwards from the owner begging me to forgive him for the stunts he pulled and told me all about his issues and it was his personal problem and he asked me to come back to work for him and assured me that things would be different as long as I did the same type of job for him I had done the first month. So I told him I was sorry for walking out like I did and that it was a stupid thing but with all going on in my life I was not thinking clear myself so we are pretty much in the same boat... So we let by-gones be by-gones and I am back to the job. And all is going fine
Justin is STILL doing great - he is working on his first overnight pass that will happen on Jan. 30th he will have 24 hours at home.
He did mess up about a week ago, funny to say but I was glad he did mess up, they were having a group huddle and he was bringing up some issue he wanted support with (no clue what) and he did not give much info so the counselor kept asking him to give more details and I guess it was like pulling teeth Justin did not want to say any more, so Justin got frustrated and showed it - then he got removed from the group and set outside with another counselor and begin calling him names and throwing things - ---- - But the best part is it only lasted a few moments and he pulled him self togather and told everyone he was sorry, he was punished by being put to work the next day and did great and was allowed back into the group that AM. The great thing is he pulled himself togather and realized he did this himself and he was in control of it and took the responsible road and did the right thing.
He told me about it, and said yea Daddy I did a stupid thing... I simply said Justin... it was not stupid, yea you messed up, but you fixed it and now it is over, right... he said yes and I said good job!
So it is good in a way that he messed up... it shows me that even though he has been doing great even if it was all fake just to be removed from Residential Treatment Center (RTC) he was not able to keep up the front, or it is clear to me he is really learning... I simply told myself.. this is why he is still there, let the Residential Treatment Center (RTC) deal with it and go on.
Went back to the phyciatrist told him I could not see or feel any difference in myself since begging the medications.. He was not happy I admited still drinking I told him I am fighting it and not drinking near what I was - so he simply said no change in medications come back in two weeks see if anything is different - and get the drinking under control.
My Monster that darn drinking.. I hate it but am glad I see it as a crutch and have lowered it a great deal.. but man it is no easy - but I will beat it.
Hope all have been doing great past few weeks, I have a ton of reading to catch up on.
Have a wonderful day