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toughlovin
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Hi all,
So I had a very very vivid dream about difficult child last night.... it was all about getting at the bottom of what drives his addiction. In my dream it somehow came out he was abused by some camp counselor when he was young... and in my dream I was there while he confrotned the counselor. I have absolutely no idea if any such thing happened, but my gut tells me that he experienced some trauma some where so I think my brain is searching for answers.
Anyway I woke up thinking about him, loving him and wanting so so much for him to figure stuff out so that he can really find his way to recovery.
I think I am feeling anxious after the talk with the therapist yesterday....I just wish he was really working hard towards recovery and I am getting the feeling he may just feel it is hopeless. I dont know.
So I am just in this strange frame of mind today.....
TL
So I had a very very vivid dream about difficult child last night.... it was all about getting at the bottom of what drives his addiction. In my dream it somehow came out he was abused by some camp counselor when he was young... and in my dream I was there while he confrotned the counselor. I have absolutely no idea if any such thing happened, but my gut tells me that he experienced some trauma some where so I think my brain is searching for answers.
Anyway I woke up thinking about him, loving him and wanting so so much for him to figure stuff out so that he can really find his way to recovery.
I think I am feeling anxious after the talk with the therapist yesterday....I just wish he was really working hard towards recovery and I am getting the feeling he may just feel it is hopeless. I dont know.
So I am just in this strange frame of mind today.....
TL