Debdeb1031
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It's friday, and yet again bob has to go to legion before he comes home....he knows that i have to go food shopping, but doesn't care, since his bar always comes first...he just walked in at 11pm after getting off of work at 430pm...i love him when he is a good man, but i hate him when he is not....more and more his actions make me feel like i am nobody and nothing important...his own daughters don't even talk to him , because he was a drunk...i thought i could change him..when he is sober he is a wonderful man, but when he isn't he is nasty and selfish...and i hate him...whenever he has a choice between me and the bar he chooses the bar...every single time...and it hurts...i want him to leave but then i wouldn't know how to get the kids to school or make ends meet...it just hurts so much that he never cares about us enough to change and be the better man...