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toughlovin
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gosh I am just feeling so worried and trying not to let it overtake my life.... my son posted some stuff on his fb account that really worries me. Stuff about how he wishes he wasn't being drug tested because he just wants to stick a needle in his arm to get numb. He sounds like he is hurting and pretty depressed. The latest one was something about someone help me because she won't..... So thank God he is on probation and being drug tested because that may be the only thing keeping him from using right now if it is even doing that! I know that he tends to reall be dramatic on FB to get sympathy and my hope that is what is happening. Of course I have no way of knowing. I don't want to put anything on his wall because I don't want him to unfriend me. He did text me yesterday about something and I asked how he was doing... he said pretty good... and today I just texted him asking if he would like to go to dinner some time. I think, or I know, that really that is all I can do. I need to let him find his way and offer suggestions if he asks me which he is not.
I just am so scared that his bottom might be death.... and I don't know how I will live with that if it comes to that. I have to hold on to the hope that he has more self preservation than that.
I just hate feeling so helpless... why can't I just gather him in my arms and love him like when he was a little boy??? I really want to just kiss it and make it better.[/PHP][/CENTER]
I just am so scared that his bottom might be death.... and I don't know how I will live with that if it comes to that. I have to hold on to the hope that he has more self preservation than that.
I just hate feeling so helpless... why can't I just gather him in my arms and love him like when he was a little boy??? I really want to just kiss it and make it better.[/PHP][/CENTER]
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