So, I went to see my therapist yesterday and we had a LONG discussion on difficult child 1. She says she has LOTS of sociopath tendencies and that she just doesn't "see" us that all we are to her is NO. I came home and looked it up and was SHOCKED to see how true what she said was. She came home on Wed. she wants to run and run and run, last night I finally told her that her son comes FIRST above ALL else and she has to put her life on hold to give him what he needs. She told me AGAIN that if she was doing such a horrible job then I should just keep him and then said that in the court hearing she will tell the judge to send him to his dad. She got her out time last night and came home an hour late. Started throwing a fit at 11:00 and woke both my husband and I up. She has a rash and she expected us to get up and rush her to the emergency room!!! We told her no, that we would make an appointment. for her today. I told her that I expect her to stay home with the baby ALL day today and we decided that she gets no out time this evening because of her fit that she threw so, today should be a LOVELY day!!!