I can usually do this faily well with the assistance of online dream dictionaries, but the one I had last night is so off the wall crazy, I don't know where to begin. I am going to describe it using alternate phrases because of the subject matter, and my own paranoia. Not a true paranoia, but certainly a heightened state, in a society (especially our school district) where ALL threats, even those obviously made in jest, are taken over the top seriously. The Dream: I was dating the person who is considered the boss of the country. Not specifically the current one, but a generic one. I made it so the person would cease to be part of the living society. There was no known awareness for the reason for doing this in my dream. Being terrified of what I had done and getting caught, I did my best to cover up the situation, knowing that there really was no way for me to get away with it. I woke up processing all the emotions and trying to figure out why I did it in the first place as if it had all happened in real life. I've had some really bizarre dreams, even scary WTH Freudian ones, but none ever upset me like this one. It woke me while it was still dark - something that very rarely happens to me - and made it difficult to get back to sleep because I was still processing the dream as if it had really happened - something that has NEVER happened to me before. Insights, comments?