Well today's fun included: 1. difficult child called me and a friend of mine to say he and idiot friend are now working for the police. Gonna help nab a child pornographer. Gonna get $2K each plus a complete get out of jail card from anywhere in the county. 2. Contacted a friend whose husband is a county deputy. He says difficult child is full of you know what. He also took information about where difficult child might be, etc. 3. I texted difficult child. Told him I loved him but wouldn't enable him and would always be there when he wanted help. Then I reported his cell phone lost or stolen (so it would lose service immediately and he couldn't sell it as now has bad serial no.) and closed his line down. 4. difficult child called from the throw away phone he used to set this all up (he bought cause I blocked idiot friend from his old number.) Talking crazy. Told him same thing I had texted him. Hung up. Blocked that number. 5. Huge fight with sister. She wouldn't stop telling me to don't talk to him anymore even though I told her "I closed down cell and blocked other number...what do you want from me?". We've texted once since but she's gotta back off...no matter how mad she is at him for hurting me. 6. difficult child called my friend. Angry. Said I was an addict and alcoholic. She asked him to get help and said she couldn't talk to him anymore. She's scared of him. 7. Texted his ex-girlfriend and asked her to call me. She said her mom wouldn't allow her to talk to difficult child or anyone he hung out with. I asked her mom to call. girlfriend called with mom right beside her. Said he had been calling and threatening her and her friends for a while, especially in last few days. She has his numbers blocked. We agreed (and her mom okayed) that we would share basic information if we knew where he was staying, working, phone numbers, etc. My heart ached to think that the child I gave birth to is acting this way. I see a violent side to him. I find it hard - okay impossible - to believe that this is all substance addiction. Going to Lowe's tomorrow to buy some blinds for four windows which aren't covered. I'm nervous after dark. Have lived here over 20 years...never felt that way before.