I still wanna strangle the psychiatrist for not listening to me during Nichole's last visit about the need for a medication tweak. Now Nichole is barely keeping it together. With college having just started and the funeral..... It hasn't been too peachy around here. Nichole admitted to going off the deep end the other night with b/f. I noticed a new cutting spot on her arm. Actually noticed it by the fact she was suddenly wearing a sweatshirt in almost 90 degrees. This time she came to me saying she really really needs a medication tweak. I told her she needs to contact psychiatrist in the morning. Or try to at least get her nurse. Since ours is Mental Health getting the psychiatrist between appoints is almost impossible. Nichole's next appoint isn't until Sept. and she won't be able to make it that long. I see her trying to hold it together, I can see the struggle. I guess it's something that she is also seeing it for herself. I just hope we can get her into the psychiatrist before she spirals completely out of control.