And so another weekend begins with a massive sigh. I picked up difficult child from school and she expressed her regret about last night when she hit me with a half chap....I don't even remember why. I accepted her apology but within minutes she was telling me to shut up because I said no she couldn't sleepover with a friend this weekend. Last night after she hit me I let her know that sleepovers were not happening this weekend. To me it makes no sense that she is mad about the no sleepover thing because she hasn't even been invited for one! Anyway, the rest of the car ride she badgered and whined at me to change my mind but I didn't so she escalated to yelling and name calling so I escalated to telling her I am disabling the wifi. We arrive home and she runs in the house and locks the door. I can't use my key because she is holding the lock. I threaten to call the police and she opens the door. When I get inside she's tells me that she wants to kill me and that I deserve to die and that I'm going to. hell. I tell her I'm already there. I really do feel like I am!!! So now I'm locked in my room and not because I'm afraid of her but because I'm afraid for her!! I just don't know how much more I can take! Our weekends are ridiculously awful! She really only has one friend and they fall out often which leaves her with nothing to do. If we don't busy her she becomes hostile with us. My husband is away until tomorrow night....I'm feeling totally stuck and hopeless!