and a prayer or a bead rattle or whatever. Its 2am and I'm wide awake. Good weekend followed by easy child 2's inability to do her school work, which just riles my feathers to no end. However, husband decided it is finally time to really rock the boat, so I will be taking her evaluation report from her evaluation at the university to school tomorrow and requesting the school team reconvene. So...here goes nothing. But, a closer crocodile...in 6 hours I'm supposed to have my sinus surgery. I am still very apprehensive. I really dislike the way they have not discussed with my why the recent changes in my sinus problems and I really don't like the fact that they ignored my adverse reaction to an antacid they wanted me to take to fix a problem that didn't exist. I have a HUGE history myself of strange reactions to drugs, and an even bigger family history of it, and they totally ignored it. This surgeon is supposed to be really good, but these things (and my previous experiences that aren't devastating, but weren't "good" or "normal", either) makes me really uncomfortable. A torn tendon at 15 took over 4 years to heal. 6 weeks after endo surgery, my incision broke open and started bleeding all over the waist of my slacks. When I had both children, I had bleeding for over 12 months straight with each. I was just a couple weeks from having a hysterectomy when it stopped for no apparent reason. I had orthoscopic knee surgery 10 years ago and I still don't have normal feeling in that knee. My c-section went fine, but I ended up with a uterine infection...dunno...just have an iffy history to base it on with a surgeon who pretends rantadine doesn't make some people sick. My whole family has stories like this. I'm probably just paranoid, and I know I'm rambling. But, if you got this far and can, please send a good thought this way. I've seen the power of this board.