It's off to work I go! I am a nervous wreck. This is my first day back since husband's psychiatric hospital stay. husband is supposed to pick the kids up from school. Luckily in this dept I can leave if I need to, but I need to go to work. I am almost out of vacation pay and want to save my sick in case. husband is doing so much better, he still is pretty fragile, but I have left notes for him and he is used to me doing that so maybe that will help. This is all so hard. I have been sleeping a little better, will call and get an appointment with my primary doctor for tommorrow to maybe get a sleeper and maybe something else--don't know for sure if I need the sleeper, 2 melatonins and 2 benadryl put me out within an hour last night but I was really working hard at relaxing. What a contradiction in terms, working hard at relaxing! We will see how I am by the end of the day.