[font:Century Gothic][/font]THis has been one of those days that I want to walk out the door and never come back. I cant believe I said that out loud but I figure that all of you know the kind of day I mean. I feel like we have been completly left out in the cold. We have no support at all. His therapists dont know what to do. We certainly dont know what to do! All day long Sammy has been screaming, hitting, banging his head, throwing things at us... We have probably had a good 10 minutes in every hour. We are going to the neuropsychologist april 7th and the dev pediatrician on may 30 but I dont expect any answers. I feel so hopeless and I dont think any of this is going to get any better. He is only getting bigger and stronger and more violent as we go. I know that before long he will be on medications but he isnt even 3 yet. I am hanging on by a very thin thread here and so is my husband. We are really in trouble this summer when my husband has major surgery and cant lift Sammy for 6 months. I wish we had family support but they sit in judgement of everything we do. My parents are no longer living. At least my mom got to meet Sammy. Not that she would help at this point either. It would be nice to hear them say " you guys are good parents" or something with some kind of support instead of he is spoiled and you dont discipline him.. We do but you cant discipline someone who doesnt care! I am so tired, ithas been one thing after the next first my dad got sick, then we had sammy and he had siezures, then my mom got sick, and now all of this..I am sorry for going on, I jsut needed to vent in an enviornment where people understand. Thank you for the listening ears! Much love to you all!