to leave my house. there. I said it. I figure if Meowbunny can be so brave, maybe this is the season I should also. It is so dang hard to leave here. The pain gets to me, it is hard to wash my hair, I can't shower every day, I am falling apart. EVERY shower or bath has new skin sores, and big patches of skin falling off. IT is not leprosy, though sometimes I feel that gross. and most of it is hidden under a dress right now. But I still feel afraid. I am on medications for anxiety and depression. I have been through all the SSRIs, tricyclics, and SNRIs. Prozac is the only thing that helps - and it eats my stomach. So I balance the prozac and the stomach medications. I just get so shaky. Once I am OUT I am usually fine, but it is really really scary. I'm sorry.