I am a certified wuss. This past weekend husband and I took Keyana up to Jamies for our Xmas weekend trip. Then we all packed up and headed to my dads to take the two little grandbabies to see their great grandfather. It was a special time for me. I cant help it...I feel so grateful that he is still here to know them. Years ago I lost all my pictures of my boys in a flood. Thankfully I had always given copies of those pictures to both my mom and my dad but my mom got rid of all the ones of Jamie and Cory and only kept the ones of Billy. I had asked my dad about a year ago if he could find any of those pictures for me so I could have copies made. When I went up there this weekend he had a whole envelope with all of them and told me to take them and make copies and just mail them back. I sat there and looked through that envelope and cried and cried. There were pictures I didnt even know existed. Pictures of Jamie at age 4 playing soccer. The team photo when Tony coached Cory in flag football. Cory was 7. A wonderful picture of Jamie and Cory together in flag football at ages 8 and 10. Pictures of all 3 of them from toddlers up. I cried and cried. Then he pulled out the videos from Xmas's. OMG! They were so cute. I miss my babies.