cus I am going to the doctor today. I know that doesn't sound big but I haven't been to the doctor in 10 years or so......a long and embarassing story but i am anxious and afraid. In tears over this. I am feeling physically awful...almost ER awful. But called the doctor on my insurance ID card and have an appointment this morning with the Nurse Practitioner. People, I am cryign I am so anxious but truly fear my health shaky.......so beads and good thoughts and a quick shove over there............ I hope I make it through this.!