and worried right now about easy child/difficult child. She has been blowing up at the drop of a hat lately and not doing much of anything even with her alternative school where they have many less assignments. In regards to her major disrespect at home we just found out she failed a course for not turning in assignments on time. We aren't sure she will graduate. Right now husband is upstairs talking with her. She is crying and saying she hates herself and just wants to die. She said she is tired of feeling like a disappointment. We have always told her how much we love her, been there for her, offered our help, tried to set good guidelines. We have been far from perfect as parents. I feel like a failure right now. I love her so much and am really scared. She doesn't cry easily. I just want to hold her but she is so angry with me. I'm so scared right now.