hi so difficult child went to bed around 1 last night. thank good ness. this morning was rough, i had to take her to school myself, she fought waking up, getting dressed, etc. i had to bring her to school myself. I got into work around 9:30 on the first day. long story short, it was very interesting. it was like sitting in a class all about difficult child all day. as soon as i got there i got pulled into a huge meeting. i had no clue what they were talking about. LOL than most importantly difficult child no nurse visits today, made it thru day. haven't read teacher's note regarding anxiety yet just finished making dinner and feeing the 5 kids. yet i came home, hw was undone boyfriend didn't make her do it, but she was smiling. i'll find out more tongiht when i put her in and it all comes out. it was nice, nice being around ppl all day, nice learning so much, just nice all around. i'm excited about learning alot, i'm sure it'll help me iwth difficult child. i already learned alot today about handing her anger, different techniques, etc. everyone there is great and nice. they also are letting me slide and docking me on time till i get a sitter in place for difficult child. so they said they'l work with me. here's where it gets hairy. i come home boyfriend had to go get his truck from shop he said he'd start dinner for me and than head out. ugh i was sick but what you gonnna do?? so i get home he's sitting with the 5 kids watching a movie, difficult child's homework undone i get he didn't wanna push her today, fine. i did it with her. well he acted like a total jerk. across the board. all of a sudden out of nowhere. i got in and all the kids were asking about my job, asking to see cell, etc. so i said it's great, it's a big job going to be interesting how i'm going to do it. i'm looking forward to it. he says oh, what's that mean it's a big job?? i have a big job! Hello are we 2??? than he goes to leave with-o setting up dinner. so i said i thought you were starting dinner and i'd finish and feed kids after i do difficult child's hw?? he than proceeds to slam around cabinets and again act like he's 2 in the kitchen. well he continued slamming kitchen cabinets, and even yells at me at one point! OMG can you believe that?? can anyone say threatened, he is threatened by my job, my newfound freedom?? fact i am getting a life. wow he's got alot of growing to do. i told him do not speak to me for the rest of the night i am disgusted with you totally. so he had to take one of the kids to a thing, he returned and apologized for slamming things and being nasty to me. i said i will not tolerate that, if you are insecure about me working go back to therapy, not my issue. grow up. so, anyway difficult child and i are ok. she even stayed steady thru his banging cabinets, let me just tell you how mad that made me that she struggled thru her day only to hear his infantile behavior. i was so shocked by his behavior and disgusted. oh yea and it was really cool being at work like a grown up again lol alot of typo's sorry fever sky rocketing and i gotta go get my pajamas on and my vicks. ok i just went back and edited out the typo's they were bad.