saving grace
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Well it has been going pretty well for a while now, D has only failed one drug test since March, I am pretty proud of that.
So he has been working 2 jobs, he uses my car for the night job and is home with it by the time I have to go to work in the morning, I always say make sure you put gas in it and he says yea yea, and lately he teases me about the gas telling me that I am using all the gas and not putting any in.
Well he left a bit ago and next thing I know the phone rings and its his girlfriend and right away I say whats wrong? she says oh nothing I just needed to tell you something, and I am thinking oh NO she's pregnant and she says its not bad its good its about you and I said oh ok whats up and she said D was getting gas and said to me that he likes putting gas in your car and the girlfriend said why's that? and he said because I used to be a real jerk with her car and she doesnt think I appreciate the things she does but I do, so I like that I can put gas in for her. she said thats good D and he said Yeah I really regret alot of stuff I used to do!!!!!! Sniff Sniff I said are you sure he said all of that just like that and she said yup and I knew it would make you feel good so I thought I would tell you but dont tell him I did ok.
Just for today I am letting my gaurd down, Yeah for him!
He has also been saying that he wants to do somethng for the 4th of July because he cant remember the last time he did anything for the 4th. I was thinking of how normal that sounded. He has been high for as many 4ths as I can count back to, so this would be nice if he just did somehting fun for once.
Oh and he has been aggravated and avoiding one of his friends because the friend is lazy and wont find a job!! hahaha he said I am sick of him sponging off of me. I work too hard to buy his cigarettes.
Grace
So he has been working 2 jobs, he uses my car for the night job and is home with it by the time I have to go to work in the morning, I always say make sure you put gas in it and he says yea yea, and lately he teases me about the gas telling me that I am using all the gas and not putting any in.
Well he left a bit ago and next thing I know the phone rings and its his girlfriend and right away I say whats wrong? she says oh nothing I just needed to tell you something, and I am thinking oh NO she's pregnant and she says its not bad its good its about you and I said oh ok whats up and she said D was getting gas and said to me that he likes putting gas in your car and the girlfriend said why's that? and he said because I used to be a real jerk with her car and she doesnt think I appreciate the things she does but I do, so I like that I can put gas in for her. she said thats good D and he said Yeah I really regret alot of stuff I used to do!!!!!! Sniff Sniff I said are you sure he said all of that just like that and she said yup and I knew it would make you feel good so I thought I would tell you but dont tell him I did ok.
Just for today I am letting my gaurd down, Yeah for him!
He has also been saying that he wants to do somethng for the 4th of July because he cant remember the last time he did anything for the 4th. I was thinking of how normal that sounded. He has been high for as many 4ths as I can count back to, so this would be nice if he just did somehting fun for once.
Oh and he has been aggravated and avoiding one of his friends because the friend is lazy and wont find a job!! hahaha he said I am sick of him sponging off of me. I work too hard to buy his cigarettes.
Grace
