I am just not doing well at all in regards to this 'move' that difficult child has informed us of (NH). I keep waking up due to dreams or horrible thoughts about all that could happen...I am feeling a deep deep bad feeling in my bones about this and am having a hard time not saying so. I want to just tell difficult child, H wants to talk with her, but we both know that A) she won't listen, and B) it may just lead to another blow out....and of course, there is C) she will only make it all about Monkeyboy and really, when it's all said and done, it's not about Monkeyboy at all - it's about me freaking out for her safety WITH Monkeyboy and his friend, whom we don't know at all and not even what he looks like, his address, what he drives, his phone number, what he does with himself, what kind of person he is, anything. I'm just imagining things like Monkeyboy and his buddy treating difficult child like ****. Her self esteen is already in the toilet, so I fear any worse and she could really do some damage. I fear her becoming a meth addict (I have no idea where I am getting those thoughts from). I am fearing boyfriend will physically, emotionally, and sexually abuse her...even though right now neither of them can imagine such a thing. I'm imagining the buddy of boyfriend's trying to take advantage or sexually assualting difficult child....I seriously am going nuts over this. How will they eat? She's already lost something like 10 lbs in recent weeks. I swear the only time the eat is when they are here! The medications thing, well it is what it is - she is home and she's stopped taking her medications, so I don't worry much about that. And then there is the BC - she's on the patch and I think she's having a bad reaction to it. Even H said he thinks it's messing with her hormonal emotions. But all the while, my mouth is closed. I am not saying anything. So, did any of you have your last say before they left? Did you forever hold your peace or did you say how you felt - just to get it out there?