I figure we are over the worst of the transition home.....most likely we are. Integrated Listening Systems (ILS) worker turned out to be a nightmare, kt's anxiety over wm is at it's highest level ever (even before yesterday's visit), school & medication refusals, 4 crisis team calls & 3 ER visits. All since March 16th. Another crisis team visit tonight - things have settled & kt is reading her book on emotions by American Girl Library. psychiatrist appointment is tomorrow. Now I'm generally low key - however I feel as though my nerve endings are on the surface of my skin. For the first time in several months I took a PRN anxiety medication. Everything seems too loud & I feel ready to jump out of my skin. I cannot wait until my golf league Thursday morning. I may see if I can get a tee time Wednesday morning instead. Respite this coming weekend - Friday afternoon through Sunday afternoon. I'm touring another respite home this coming week. With 2 respite providers we're assured respite 2x/month. I appreciate the ear!!!