Parts of me are so excited about this move and other parts of me are freaking out. This is so huge. As I'm packing I'm getting more and more angry at the things I am hearing and learning about husband and I still can't believe this is where I am in my life. He cheated on me after 27 years of marriage, and now I found out 5 or 6 years ago, plus more and more people I run into are making comments like, oh yeah, he tried to pick up a friend of mine years ago when he used to cut her lawn. That's why he no longer cuts it. What is wrong with him that would make him think this is acceptable behavior when you are married. There was a time probably around 4 years ago that he out of the blue stopped by this womens house that I used to do typing for out of my home. He just stopped by out of the blue he said just to say hi. She said he made her very uncomfortable and stopped by a few times asking her if she wanted to go out and have a drink sometime. He passed it off at the time as just stopping by to say hi to a friend, which he was never really friends with, and got all p'd off telling me she was making a big deal out of nothing and that she was just nuts. I have to wonder how many other incidences happened that I have no clue of. I can't wake to wake up in my own apartment Wednesday morning and know that he won't be coming over to get anything!!!!! I can't wait to come home from work at night and know he's not going to be in the driveway dropping off his work equipment or working on something. Thank god the grass pretty much stopped growing because he takes care of the grounds at the apartment complex I'm moving into. Now I will only see him when it snows and he comes to plow. Isn't that funny. My driveway never got plowed until last so I had to clean my car off and shovel myself out. Now mine will be the first to be plowed and I have a garage to park my car in. This is looking better and better everyday.