I can't believe how lucky I am to find this forum and read some of your posts right now. I'm in full panic about my very depressed and angry 22 year old son. He has moved back home and I feel terrible. So scared every minute, I don't know what to do. He refuses to do anything, won't see a therapist or get any help at all. The house is feeling terrible! I want to move out! I'm afraid he will kill himself or do something awful. He's silent and awful. This is the first time I'm admitting it or telling anyone. So it's hard to even write. But I can't stand it anymore. What to do?