feel like waving the white flag I've been doing really good with letting stuff roll off my back lately, felt like I was really building up my rhino skin!
Then today...
difficult child started of telling me multiple times how fat I am (by the way, I'm not, I'm no skinny mini either but I'm below my ww goal). I had a lot of fun thinking of mean responses but not saying them. (I didn't let it bother me)
easy child didn't do her chore of taking out the garbage and was mad that I was making her do it because she was making us both late. She called me dumb and told me to just leave because nobody liked me anyways. (Once again the rhino skin intact and it didn't bother me.)
After school we found out easy child didn't turn in her project today because it wasn't done even though she told us it was. She told me how ugly I am even with my new make-up (at this point I politely thanked her-it really wasn't bothering me-she also threw in an "I Hate You!")
Then she told me she wished I would die. I left so she wouldn't see me upset but that was the kicker, my rhino skin fell away and I came downstairs and couldn't hold back the tears. husband was very kind said not to let it bother me (but he went and talked to her) I was so hurt. I left and did a bit of grocery shopping.
Then around 8:15 tonight husband and I went to the health club, the workout helped and I know I can make it through another day but I was just so incredibly hurt. Why can't my rhino skin be intact all of the time?
Then today...
difficult child started of telling me multiple times how fat I am (by the way, I'm not, I'm no skinny mini either but I'm below my ww goal). I had a lot of fun thinking of mean responses but not saying them. (I didn't let it bother me)
easy child didn't do her chore of taking out the garbage and was mad that I was making her do it because she was making us both late. She called me dumb and told me to just leave because nobody liked me anyways. (Once again the rhino skin intact and it didn't bother me.)
After school we found out easy child didn't turn in her project today because it wasn't done even though she told us it was. She told me how ugly I am even with my new make-up (at this point I politely thanked her-it really wasn't bothering me-she also threw in an "I Hate You!")
Then she told me she wished I would die. I left so she wouldn't see me upset but that was the kicker, my rhino skin fell away and I came downstairs and couldn't hold back the tears. husband was very kind said not to let it bother me (but he went and talked to her) I was so hurt. I left and did a bit of grocery shopping.
Then around 8:15 tonight husband and I went to the health club, the workout helped and I know I can make it through another day but I was just so incredibly hurt. Why can't my rhino skin be intact all of the time?