ghostmom1299
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they have also discovered he has depression and bi-polar so they started him on a new medication for his moods and all in hopes it will help stabalize him some he is now on seroquel at night not sure of dosage as of yet as they will do trial and error to see at what does things will get better for him
im so stressed its unreal for teh first time in my life i had to put my ds ina residential facility and it wsa so hard for me to leave there and not cry cause he was crying when i left him he begged me to let him go home with me but at this point i dont see any choice with everything he has been doing.
yesterday he cut himself again this time on his finger
and had to get 3 stitches due to it and he did it when i took a
shower and he comes in mom i accidently cut myself again which i
knew wasnt true so he went to the doctors and then therapy today when we decided (me and his therapist and the crisis therapist) that he needs to be in there and get some help but god it wsa so hard for me and i am sitting here about crying cause i am jsut so lost without him here and its only been about 6 hours since i left him there i still have 2 with me here but i am at a loss not sure if he will be there a week or months and its just so frusterating for me as i have never done anything like this and im so scared as to if i made teh right choices or not about ready to take my medications and try to relax maybe a bath would take the edge off however im not sure i will get much sleep either way the next few nights
well thanks for listening and letting me vent
lisa
lisa- mother35 yr old, single - diabetic,depression, anxiety and possibly bi polar waiting on more testing for me to be done- effexor and ativan and diabetic medications for diabetic neuropathy
darling son- 12 yrs old adhd no medications in summer
darling son2- 9 yrs old adhd with odd and cd medications at this time adderall xr , tenex and clonidine inpatient residentail facility at tis time- more diagnosis is now also on top of rest is depression and bi-polar
darling daughter- 7 yrs old adhd and liver disease no medications due to liver
im so stressed its unreal for teh first time in my life i had to put my ds ina residential facility and it wsa so hard for me to leave there and not cry cause he was crying when i left him he begged me to let him go home with me but at this point i dont see any choice with everything he has been doing.
yesterday he cut himself again this time on his finger
and had to get 3 stitches due to it and he did it when i took a
shower and he comes in mom i accidently cut myself again which i
knew wasnt true so he went to the doctors and then therapy today when we decided (me and his therapist and the crisis therapist) that he needs to be in there and get some help but god it wsa so hard for me and i am sitting here about crying cause i am jsut so lost without him here and its only been about 6 hours since i left him there i still have 2 with me here but i am at a loss not sure if he will be there a week or months and its just so frusterating for me as i have never done anything like this and im so scared as to if i made teh right choices or not about ready to take my medications and try to relax maybe a bath would take the edge off however im not sure i will get much sleep either way the next few nights
well thanks for listening and letting me vent
lisa
lisa- mother35 yr old, single - diabetic,depression, anxiety and possibly bi polar waiting on more testing for me to be done- effexor and ativan and diabetic medications for diabetic neuropathy
darling son- 12 yrs old adhd no medications in summer
darling son2- 9 yrs old adhd with odd and cd medications at this time adderall xr , tenex and clonidine inpatient residentail facility at tis time- more diagnosis is now also on top of rest is depression and bi-polar
darling daughter- 7 yrs old adhd and liver disease no medications due to liver