I've had the worst unsettled feeling about difficult child for the last few days. It is likely nothing but nervous emotion. I have a history of anxiety attacks (being surrounded by mh issues and sa will do that to you) so i try to monitor myself. I'm headed to a showdown this week when I tell difficult child that he is cut off in 2+ months if he doesn't do a short list of things. While every single situation is hard because it involves a loved one, as a single mom with no other children, it's isolating and i feel like s.a. stole everything from me. In the meantime, i am trying to stay balanced. If anything ever really helped you, woukd you plz share? Thanks very much.