It's been a very hectic, chaotic couple of weeks since the incubator hit town. Many of you know that wm left as well a couple of days after kt left. I'm attempting to not get buried in the many emotions that are hitting me daily. The biggest emotion being grief. It's felt just like after Steve died. I felt like I couldn't catch my breath for the tears & fears I've put boundaries in place. I will not check FB for any updates from the tweedles. I believe that, for the time being, I will be blocking their posts & updates. kt is back in town today (God knows why ... I don't) & has asked to stop by the house to pick up a few things. I asked her for the list & told her I would have them ready on the front porch. kt flipped when I told her that she was, for the time being or maybe life, not welcome in my home. I hung up on her. I did text the tweedles & let them know that they would have to reapply for SSI & medical assistance as they have left the state. I told kt in that text since she abandoned her things here they are now legally mine & I will be going thru things & donating them. In other words, I will not give my tweedles permission to come & go. I'm too raw, too emotionally fragile to allow them to continue trampling my heart...my soul. I have a plane ticket to anywhere Alaskan Airlines flies that I must use by this coming March, so I plan on a bit of travel likely out to the Pacific NW. Catch up with some of you out in that area. I believe there is a new guest room in N. Carolina that I'd like to try out as well. Maybe I'll do some traveling to various & sundry regions & catch up with my CD.com friends. It's all up in the air.... Thank you, my dear friends & family. It's an honor to know you, & I cherish my friends here more than you can know. Life moves on....leave your loved ones with loving words.