dashcat
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Last Thursday, I caught her in two pretty big lies (the story really does not matter). This morning, I told her - very calmly and (I hope and pray) in a loving manner, that I cannot live with someone I cannot trust. I love her, but I simply cannot live like this anymore and, as long as nothing changes here, nothing will change. She has until the end of the month to make other arrangements. I have no idea if Ossy will cave and take her in. He claims to have most of the same conditions as I but also said he told her she cannot come there unless she's been on medications for 4 weeks. I do know that I cannot control where she goes, but I do pray he'll take her. The alternative is so frightening.
She gets this very scary, hard, heartlesss look whenever she's confronted, so that was pretty much her response. Silent anger.
She left for a pre-planned shopping trip with Ossy's girlfriend's daughter. She's been gone for about six hours, so I'm sure she either went to Ossy's or is out with her friends.
I am heartbroken that it has come to this. My parents never =- in a million years - would have told one of us we could not live with them . Of course, they never had difficult children, but I can't stop thinking about them today and wishing I had the oportunity to be the fantasy mom who exists in my head, instead of the tough-love mom who is my reality.
Dash
She gets this very scary, hard, heartlesss look whenever she's confronted, so that was pretty much her response. Silent anger.
She left for a pre-planned shopping trip with Ossy's girlfriend's daughter. She's been gone for about six hours, so I'm sure she either went to Ossy's or is out with her friends.
I am heartbroken that it has come to this. My parents never =- in a million years - would have told one of us we could not live with them . Of course, they never had difficult children, but I can't stop thinking about them today and wishing I had the oportunity to be the fantasy mom who exists in my head, instead of the tough-love mom who is my reality.
Dash
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